Sabrina 🫶🏼 life after loss(@sabfortony) 인스타그램 상세 프로필 분석: 팔로워 116,437, 참여율 55.6%

had some free time on my sick day 🤪 enjoy! #livingwelldiaries #nycvlog #nyclife #grief #griefjourney #healing #healingjourney #lifeafterloss #dailyvlog

Been having a rough week balancing work, life, grief, relationships… which has led to many late nights of procrastinating and dreaming of this past, simpler life. Oh how much I miss it and how much I miss Tony. There are no new messages to read through, so I’ve probably read through these a hundred times. I hope you know how much your words carry me forward especially now. If you’ve been holding off sending that message to whoever, send it. 💗 #grief #wordsofencouragement #textmessage #lovemessage #widow

constantly teetering between looking like a little boy and a lady but don’t hate it yet 🤗 #grief #griefjourney #takingcareofme #loss #widow

every korean mom’s DREAM 😂 this was tony at 17?! forever in awe of his talent #pianist #grief #griefjourney #talent #husband

“Happy” National Widow’s Day, whatever that means. Being a widow has been the worst thing to happen to me but somehow through it, I’ve unlocked the deepest understanding of love. I’m constantly told to move on, stop talking about my husband, stop using his death for content, stop grieving out loud, let him rest… but how can you possibly stop loving someone who is forever a part of you? If you think it’s that easy, then I genuinely feel sad that you’ve yet to know a love that transforms you. I didn’t choose to be a widow, yet this is the life that was given to me. I don’t know how to live other than to bring Tony along with me. So no, I will not shut up to make others more comfortable. For all my widows out there, let me remind you that this is your journey and your life and only you can decide how to go about it. There is no right or wrong. Your story doesn’t have to end here. Our loves will forever be our biggest champions, so let’s continue living because we’re worthy of a beautiful life. 🩵 #grief #loss #widow #foreverlove #healingjourney

I used to also be curious about this when I heard someone pass away, and I get it… sometimes we want to feel less anxious by knowing the truth or we want to make sense of someone’s death by knowing what happened. But we can never fully make sense of death and grief because it’ll still feel unfair and awful no matter what the cause was. Our passed loved ones are so much more than their cause of death. They are irreplaceable human beings who have incredible stories to tell. Please think twice before saying something insensitive or cruel. A mindless comment to you can be the very thing that drives someone down another hopeless and awful spiral. #grief #suddenloss #loss #death #widow

do everything you’ve ever wanted to do ☺️ cause why not #hairtransformation #haircut #shorthair #bob

It’ll always and forever be my greatest honor to do. 💛 I wish you knew how loved you are. Visiting home means getting to spend time with the people who Tony and I lived life with. Celebrate and honor your loved ones however you can! Thank you for celebrating and loving Tony with me. #grief #birthday #friends #husband #widow

Though it’s not anywhere near how I wish to be celebrating Tony’s birthday, I’ll continue celebrating him however I can. 💛 It felt harder visiting him this time, so thanks for keeping me company. #grief #griefjourney #birthday #husband #widow

Feeling so many things about moving out of my first NYC apartment but excited for a change! Thank you to @roadwaymoving for taking care of the girl he loved by packing my belongings and safely moving me into my new space. 🥹 If you need assistance moving, use “sabfortony10” to get 10% off local moves or 5% off long-distance moves! #roadwaymoving #moving #movingvlog #nycapartments #takingcareofthegirlheloved

Before moving, I asked Tony to send me a random heart to remind me he’s with me through this season of change. I kept looking around my new apartment, but after a few days, I was sad to not have noticed one. And then, on his birthday while sitting under some cherry blossoms, this petal fell on me. 🌸 I don’t ask for signs often because I don’t want to be disappointed. But our loved ones are waiting for us to ask so that they can show up so clearly to remind us they’re here. 🥹 What signs have you received lately? #signs #lovedones #grief #loss

happy birthday to the greatest person i’ve ever known 💗 forever loved and changed by you! wish we could be celebrating your 39th together #grief #birthday #husbandbirthday #loss #widow